Have you ever experienced going to try something NEW and changing your mind at the last minute? What is the reason for that and how this can be resolved? Here is my resent experience that I wanted to share.
October 3rd, 2020. Motozone, Dubai.
Riding a motorbike was something I wanted to try for a while. However, I did put this idea aside, thinking that it will never happen.
Interestingly though, during my recent Thetahealing session with a fellow Thetahealer (we usually do swap Thetahealing sessions among Thetahealing community), I realised that I had a fear of driving. And this actually was the real reason for staying clear from the wheel, instead of the poor eyesight. This Thetahealing session made me see that self-limiting program and related pattern in life, understand my own reactions and then clear off that fear.
10 days later I get a message from a friend inviting to participate in motorbike ride trial!
Its amazing how it works really! What you desire comes into you life as soon as you clear off your own resistance to it.
Going for it.
Here I am listening to my instructor who is explaining how motorbike works and 2 minutes late I am on a bike. No fear or adrenalin rush, I feel calm and determined. Taking off the clutch – and it moves. I am mindful & relaxed, it feels same way as doing Yoga. Couple rounds in trial grounds, right, left, break, gas – I can do it ! Excited, I thought it is over and I know it all.
Unexpected sabotage.
Next ride was on the sand, and the bike was somehow bigger and scarier. I climb up, my mind starts shooting out familiar fear signals. Doubts and worries appeared bringing a memory of a girl falling off that bike earlier.
However, the is another inner voice saying that everything is alright and I will manage it.
I fell. The bike has not even moved forward. I took off a helmet, feeling that its not for me and I simply can’t do it.
Back to our tent, I see the eyes of girls around me saying – its OK. When I felt that it was indeed OK, the instructor asked if I wanted to give it another try.
Doing it.
This time my mind is clear, I hear and feel the bike, have control of the clutch & accelerator. I catch the momentum to move forward with complete trust. And it is happening! I am riding a motorbike in a desert! With the same feeling of calm and determination, I change gazing points (again here I thought that we do exactly the same way in Yoga). I speed up and with confidence balance the bike on the sand.
What an experience!! Such great feeling of self-achievement and joy!.
Thanks to Thetahealing I allowed myself to experience something NEW that I was previously fearful of. And Yoga definitely helped with the balance!
